The phobia lasted 17 years.

Most of my life (and RSI-rationed typing time) this week was spent on

• deployments - getting people to communicate
• deployments - flashing laptops
• deployments - posting instructions, doing training
• deployments - meetings way too early in the morning
• deployments - other things

Not just CFS - visited 2 SoaS pilot sites with Caroline and have some tickets to file when I can type again tomorrow...

In other news, starting here with Frederick.

Hands in pain, typed too much writing all the CFS updates... need replacement for next week's notes. Bedtime.

Today was full of win. I played music with other people and did not freak out. Tonight, however, typing is not an option. Dasher is slow, but rocks.

I am no longer terrified of playing music with other people. Shaky and a little nervous and in need of practice, sure. But the irrational terror is gone.

I want more.